he could find someone much better. He says he deserves the best woman this earth has to offer, because he will make sure he gives his wife everything she wants from a husband. He says he will be a dream-come-true for her.
He started cooking his own meals and stopped eating anything I made. Five days later, he packed his bags and left our house. I have no idea where he went. He told me he is going to the airport and will file for divorce when he returns. He refused to tell me where he was flying to. I found out from his secretary that he has taken a one month vacation from work, so I assume he will be gone for a month. She doesn’t know where he went, or even why he went (or so she tells me).
It has been a week and I am constantly thinking about him. This past week, I have called all his friends to ask where he went. No one gave me an answer. I call his cell multiple times a day but he does not pick up my calls. I constantly worry if he is seeing someone else, or if he is going to meet someone else. For some reason, the thought of him being with someone else hurts me. I want him to come back.
While he was here, I was very indifferent to him. I used to make up excuses to avoid s*x. I used to feel relieved when he spent more time at work. Why do I care so much about what he is doing now? Why do I want him to come back so badly? Earlier today, I looked through our wedding and honeymoon pictures and started crying. I just don’t get it.
